It’s weird because things that I never would have expected to go through are happening all around me. I’m not complaining , it will make me stronger in the end it just sucks when someone you love is making all the wrong decisions, it’s like what do you do if they don’t want to help themselves but I can’t keep sitting here watching it happen. I have to take a stand and try to help this person or I am going to loose someone I love so much which would hurt me more knowing that I didn’t try to help when I knew things were going wrong. I just wish I could be a teenager sometimes. I regret wanting to grow up so fast cause now I just want to go back and be a kid again. I never expected my life to be perfect but I never expected it to be like this either , in a good and bad way.